Is it right to keep a secret from a close friend??

Mayb it is right to keep that secret from my friend..

I should kept the secret all to myself..

I kept this secret because i don't want them to be worry about me..

im so sorry my friend,I kept this secret to u...

so u want to noe what I am??

I am:

1. Dumb
2. Jerk
3. Asshole
4. A fucking guy
5. A guy who give some fucking attitude
6. A guy who create a lot of problem

Its easy for u to say just to let go off u but it is hard for me to do it...Bcoz a part of my heart still love u...I just want to kill myself right nw but i dun want to hurt the feelin for those who love me...i dun want to leave my friend in dis condition...Im sorry to say dis but I'll b happy if u not wif him...But I dun wan u to be sad abt dis...i just want u to continue wif ur life...I guess I won't be seeing u guy after 18 Nov...Mayb it better for me not to lepak at dome wif u all anymore...Bcoz I dun want u to back off from dome...Bcoz they r the want who can understand ur feeling...I am the 1 who should back off from dome...I am a promblem creator...I dun want u to thing too much abt dis...Bcoz u hv a sickness dat u should b taken of...On the 17 Nov will b the last day u saw me...

I still love her

i still love her

Going to Australia

I can't wait to go to australia..1 week & 5 days left to have fun wif my friend before goin to Australia...I'll be goin there wif my coach...I'll be stayin there for mayb 4 day or even forever if i got selected to played for an Australian team...It is my dream to play soccer abroad...And nw i got the chance..It is a 1 in a life time oppurtunity to play soccer for one of the soccer club in Australia...I will try my very best to be selected...But it's so hard to leave my family & friend especially the 1 I love most my family & my ex(SITI NURHAFIZAH)...She is the 1 I love most but nw she have a new lover in her life, Amirul...She mean everything to me...but i just let it flow away from me....She say to me that she want to concentrate on her studies...Sometime it very hurt to see them together...



I will really X4 miss my family & my friends when I'm over there....
They were there when I was down but nw I must leave them to fulfil my dream...
I'll not let u down guy,I'll try my best...

Antonio Puerta

Its been 1 yrs,2month & 6 days since my fav soccer player(ANTONIO PUERTA) died....
I could still remember hw he scored a wonderful goal(a good cross by Dani Alves & a well time volley using his left leg) against middleborough in the UEFA CUP FINAL...He is one of the great player in Spain..He is a kind of player that doesn't want to give up..I admired his kind of attitude,always never give up no matter how hard is the task...he is a versatille wing back player...when the striker need some attacking assistant,he will run forward and help the striker..

hi...

it been a long time since i update my blog..

i want to dedicate dis song to my ex(Siti NurHafizah Binte Musa)..




Lyric:Always by Bon Jovi

This Romeo is bleeding

But you can't see his blood

It's nothing but some feelings

That this old dog kicked up.



It's been raining since you left me

Now I'm drowning in the flood

You see I've always been a fighter

But without you I give up.



Now I can't sing a love song

Like the way it's meant to be

Well I guess I'm not that good anymore

But baby that's just me.



And I will love you baby always

And I'll be there forever and a day always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst

and the words don't rhyme

And I know when I die you'll be on my mind

And I'll love you always.



Now your pictures that you left behind

Are just memories of a different life

Some that made us laugh

Some that made us cry

One that made you have to say good bye.



What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair

To touch your lips to hold you near

When you say your prayers try to understand

I've made mistakes I'm just a man.



When he holds you close

When he pulls you near

When he says the words

You've been needing to hear

I'll wish I was him, that his words were mine

To say to you till the end of time.



That I will love you baby always

And I'll be there forever and a day always

If you told me to cry for you I could

If you told me to die for you I would

Take a look at my faceThere's no price I won't pay

To say these words to you.



Well there ain't no luck in these loaded dice

But baby if you give me just one more try

We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives

We'll find a place where the sun still shines.



And I will love you baby always

And I'll be there forever and a day always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst

and the words don't rhyme

And I know when I die you'll be on my mind

And I'll love you always.

My Dearest

My dearest,
I've missed you very very much since that last night we were together, and will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come.

I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately.

I've read your letter through at least four times, and will probably read it more times before I'm through.

I've been sitting here looking at your picture and getting more homesick every minute.

I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of,

except, ofcourse, you yourself.

I keep thinking of you darling.

I keep wishing I could be home with you.

I want to leave in the worst possible way so I can come home to see you, but things don’t look that good on that subject.

This war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess;

I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now.

I'm completely lost without you darling.

I never realised that I could miss any one person so much.

I just hope it won't be too much longer until I'm able to be with you again. And live a sane and normal life.